Tuesday, March 31, 2020

Unbinding the Story & Our Limits

    
Rev. Debra McKnight
Sermon 3.29.20
      Scripture                                                                                         John 11: 1-45

I begin with a confession. This is a text I typically avoid. It shows up every three years in the Lectionary (the shared cycle of readings often used in Mainline Churches) and I either didn’t have to preach or picked something else. Jesus confronts death, it is visceral, it smells and it is strange. Jesus annoys me in this text, waiting two days to show up when Martha asked him for help - and that kind of attitude just doesn’t fly with the values Sandy and Jim McKnight instilled in my soul. Jesus is human in this text in the most difficult ways, and divine in ways that are particularly challenging for our modern sensibilities around miracle healings and bodily resurrections. I don’t like it and it just doesn’t fit with what some folks would call my “low Christology,” which is to say that I lean a little more into Jesus’ humanity and am a little less interested in his Magical-ly, miracle-ly activities. His humanity is powerful, and when humanity is most loving and most “for others” it is divine. And we are called to try to follow that way…even if the path is challenging. 
My Christology, thanks to Rev. Susan Davies, has its own metaphor. It’s less brick and more doily (you know the thing your Grandma might have had around the house?). It’s woven, it’s carefully crafted, it’s structured and patterned and strong - but it has open space, you can see the light through it, and it has a little give when you need it. Given that theological framework, it would be really easy for me to invite you into this text only as metaphor. The Gospel of John is a mystical work; it is filled with metaphor and rich with nuance. So we can look to this text and think about what it means when Jesus says, “Lazarus, come out.” We can and should imagine ourselves in the story, that’s why it’s there and we can explore what binds us and what binds our neighbors, just as Lazarus was bound. And we can imagine our work in unbinding - pulling the wrapping of death from our neighbors in love. We can and should do all of this, but we should probably keep in mind that this is why they kill Jesus; and I just don’t think metaphors alone get you executed.
In the Gospel of John, this moment is why they kill Jesus. It is not because of a disruptive moment at the Temple in preparation of the Passover like the other Gospels, it is this moment. Jesus raises Lazarus and people believe; people see something and they experience something. It is so powerful that they run to tell the authorities, who debate the next steps. Ultimately the leaders will decide, “It is better for one man to die” than the whole community face complete destruction by Rome. I imagine if we lived with the daily brutality of the Roman Empire, we probably wouldn’t disagree. This moment and these words, “Lazarus, come out” are the hinge of the whole Gospel; this narrative is at the very center. It is the clarity of what word made flesh can mean. Jesus’ ministry is filled with powerful metaphors and parables, teachings and stories - but it is always felt, lived and practiced. It applies to life. In Luke, he proclaimed he came to bring recovery of sight and release of the captives and the year of our Lord’s favor. This is what he does here. Jesus fed people and touched folks that no one was supposed to touch; his work is tangible and every day. We modern folks look at the miracles of the ancient world and often assume it can’t be true like we are somehow smarter and they don’t really understand science. But something is happening; temples have similar healing miracles and we shouldn’t assume that ancient people are dumb, like they can’t tell the difference between sickness and health, or between life and death. I think it helps us to imagine Jesus and his contemporaries have a different technology and we maybe don’t have to understand the method as much as why it matters. The piece of the story that we need to pick up on is that Jesus brought healing to everyone, not just the folks who had the money or connections in the Temples. This miracle or sign is particularly heavy, even in the ancient world - that’s why it’s such a big deal. Healings and signs like this are ways people pointed to a leader and said, “That guy is important.” Folks around Jesus didn’t look at this sign and ask for the logistics, they looked at it with a heart for the question of So What
So what does it offer us? The Gospel of John is offering us something tangible, word made flesh, and we are meant to learn to be a part of it, to offer it ourselves. The disciples, notorious for not getting it and needing Jesus to teach the lesson again have some pretty good points at the beginning of the chapter. They remind Jesus that returning to Bethany is risky; last time he was nearly stoned…and this isn’t Denver or the 1960’s. This part of the story closes with Thomas, before he misses one meeting and asks one question only to be branded ‘Doubting Thomas’ for 2000+ years. Thomas says, “Let us go that we may die with him.” Jesus has explained the significance he anticipates in this moment with Lazarus and reading Thomas’ comment I wonder if he is grasping the possibility of resurrection with Lazarus or if he is honing in on how dangerous it is to follow Jesus. I leave both to your pondering. By the end of the gospel of John, Jesus will name the disciples as friends, no longer the language of master and disciple, teacher and student, but friend. Word made flesh is intimate and relationship based. 
We see the power of relationships further in Bethany. If there was ever a place where Jesus felt at home, where he relaxed a little, shared the heavy burden and laughed with friends, it is in Bethany. It is near Jerusalem and likely that Mary, Martha and Lazarus are his hosts and hub for ministry. They are probably the people that “get” him and something akin to the family we often make out of friends. When Martha greets Jesus she greets him with the urgency of where have you been - not out of doubt but out of confidence in his gifts, knowing he could have saved her brother. Jesus responds with one of his significant I am statements, “I am the resurrection and I am life.” Martha hears this in the theology she already knows, a resurrection at the culmination of all things when we will be reconnected with her brother and that’s not what Jesus means when he says, “I am the resurrection and I am life.” Perhaps it’s one of those moments when we assume things about what we hear or perhaps she is in grief and listening is hard or perhaps this was just a part of what Jesus is seeking to teach. 
Mary will greet Jesus in her grief and Jesus finds his own; he becomes “greatly disturbed.” It could also mean angry, and this translation troubles me, because who is he angry with? Was he angry with his friends and their belief that if he had been there it would have saved their brother? Was he angry with himself? The community gathered? Maybe he is just feeling the fullness of the moment, the weight of his own grief and loss and the tension of life and death? He asks Martha to have the stone rolled away and she reminds him that Lazarus has been dead for four days. Really dead. After three days in his culture, there was an assumption the soul has left the body. Martha names the reality, it will stink. Jesus prays aloud thanking God for hearing him and just like the Divine speaks life into creation at the first creation story, Jesus says, “Lazarus come out.”  And he does. Resurrection isn’t a distant future, it is now. It is visible and we participate in it. 
One of my clergy colleagues, Rev. Adam Barlow-Thompson, gave a great sermon on this passage in January and invited us to imagine exactly how this happens, because Lazarus has to do the first part by himself and he is wrapped head to toe in cloth. Does he do the worm to get out, flinging his body toward the opening in the tomb? Does he pogo stick out? Does he roll? The mystery is there for us to uncover. But the community does the second part: Jesus sends the church to be the church and says unbind him. The community shows up to remove what bound him in the tomb, unraveling the limitations on his movement and his being. It is messy work and it probably doesn’t smell great, but it is the work Jesus asks of them and us. 
We are in a time and place where the tensions of life and death are before us like never before. Every day numbers of those tested, those infected and those who have died are flashed before us. The tension of death and in the face of this virus, death alone gives us pause, grief, and stress. We grieve all manner of changes and losses, we anticipate deeper grief still and we wish everything was different…or at least I do. But there are resurrection glimpses. We see videos of folks cheering for medical staff at their shift changes as though they are playing in Memorial Stadium. We read stories of China sending equipment to Italy with Italian Poetry by Seneca speaking to how we are all connected printed on the side of the crate. We see doctors and nurses flying into critical need like the cavalry joining the battle. We see teachers sending love to students they can’t see and working to bridge the technology gaps in thousands of ways. We see kids sending love notes to grandparents through chalk or letter and new babies bringing tears of joy to family on the other side of the window. We see CEO’s donating their annual salary for the frontline workers. We read the stories of big names with deep pockets making huge gifts and everyday folks giving even more so that the folks on the front lines have what they need. Doctors and engineers are MacGyver-ing ventilation machines because we are creative and we are resilient and we are determined to give life. People are staying home and staying connected, spring is emerging and new life, the force of creativity that swept across the waters springs forth from us even now. Can’t you see it? Can’t you feel it? It is tangible. Word made flesh, in all of our gifts and despite our differences we are wonderfully and beautifully made, all of us from every corner of the globe. Resurrection is here and now, we must open our eyes and listen for God’s nudge to participate. 
We are called to the work faith, living as Jesus lived, even when the story is messy and no-one is perfect and sometimes it stinks. But we are called anyway. We are called to bring healing to people, to unbind all the wrappings of death in our community and to live a resurrection faith. How will we emerge from this moment in history?  That is the work at hand. How will we care for one another in our grief and in our heartbreaking loss? How will we structure for the future, to lessen the gaps between those who have and those who have not? Will we balance disparity in wages, will we make internet a utility, and will we invest in universal healthcare in the sure and certain confidence that everyone is sacred? Will we plan for healing and prepare differently, learning through this moment and living into life and life abundant? 
May we have the courage. 
Amen
Where do I struggle with this text?
What does it ask of me?
What passions and gifts to I have that can help unbind those bound in the world around us?

Thursday, March 26, 2020

Badass Birthing God and COVID-19

Sermon--March 22, 2020
By Rev. Debra McKnight


Last week Lila asked why God would make a virus and when I responded that I didn’t think God made the virus she reminded me of a song we sing about God making Lady bugs and crocodiles, the sun to shine, big oak trees and goo-goo eyes on Daddy’s face. It names a spirit woven in creation and It is a lovely song composed by thoughtful clergy colleagues. But in this moment Lila wondered, “Why would SHE do this?”

I had to tell her the truth that there was a lot about how the world works that we don’t understand and are trying to learn about all the time. That I didn’t think God made a virus or that God would want us to be hurt or feel sad. She was not convinced and I suggested that in all the things I don’t know I do know that I see love at work when sciences and Doctors are working really hard to study the virus and make a medicines to help anyone who might get sick. That I think we can see God’s love when nurses and doctors take care of people when they feel sick and when we see love working or feel love working in us maybe that’s when we know what God is doing. She was not convinced and said, “Well I don’t think many people think like you do." I’m no Mr. Rogers, so I will keep trying.

We have a hard time with God and bad things happening. Our Christian theology has been framed by Greek Philosophy and in Greek terms God is all-knowing, all powerful, ever present and more. God is organized, has a planner that is color coded and never drops a meeting. She has a plan, an answer and moves big rocks…if needed. He is reasonable, measured and not passionate…sort of WASP-y if you get my drift. They were there in the beginning and they will be there in the end. 

This is all fine until someone gets sick or something heartbreaking happens. With this kind of God when something goes wrong, it must be a part of the plan, like hurt is the way a loving God would teach us a lesson. We don’t know what to do with this so sometimes we say crap like don’t worry God has a plan. Maybe we wish She did or maybe it gives us a little comfort in the truth of uncertainty. The truth is our tradition shows us a God, fully present and an image of power and love that doesn’t match up to our Greek models. God in the Hebrew Bible is passionate, sometimes jealous and at least once get’s His hands in the dirt of creation. God is a mother bear and an Eagle with babies to protect, a mama hen drawing us close in love and no one is every presented with a perfect plan in the Bible as much as they are offered a promise of presence. 

My theological God Mother (it’s one-sided and I’m the only one who calls her that) Elizabeth Johnson gave me language that I had only felt before but always needed. God’s power and God’s love are not distant but involve vulnerability and struggle. Most of history we have not wanted to imagine a God that is vulnerable, why pray to a God who struggles! We want a badass Warrior-King God who can crush enemies and viruses quickly. But what if God’s power isn’t power over as much as it is struggle with. Elizabeth Johnson gives what I find to be the ultimate metaphor, child birth. Labor is powerful and it not only shows the strength, courage and durability of the being but also the messy and painful vulnerability of being. Birth involves two beings moving in uncertain steps towards creating life and birth plans are nice, but they don’t always work out as we hoped. Birthing God is Badass; durable and vulnerable, and the truth is, in the end, She is more powerful when we need her most of all. 

I don’t know why we struggle with a virus and face a global pandemic but I do know I see the pains of labor to bring life, preserve life and give life all around us. I see God in you staying home or you showing up at the hospital. I see God in the business neighbors grieving hard decisions downtown and the hopes we hold for what we can be and do together sometime soon. I see God in those working to bring relief that cares for all people, in those dedicating their whole hearts to finding vaccines and anti-virals and in a dozen moments large and small. I even had a chance to see God in Lila. She caught me in a moment of grief last week about all the little changes we had to make, she saw my worries of uncertainty and ran to her room, pulled all $21 from the little box where she keeps her really important things and gave it to me to give to the Abbey. I think its one of the largest gifts we have ever received. 
God is with us. We are not alone. Thanks be to God. 


This week I invite you to think about where you see God showing up.

What worries are you carrying? What are the pains of labor in your journey?

What does it mean to you to imagine God’s power and love as struggling with us?

Monday, March 9, 2020

Snakes and Salvation

Sermon by Rev. Debra McKnight -- 3/8/2020
 
John 3:1-21
Now there was a Pharisee named Nicodemus, a leader of the Jews. 2He came to Jesus by night and said to him, ‘Rabbi, we know that you are a teacher who has come from God; for no one can do these signs that you do apart from the presence of God.’ 
3Jesus answered him, ‘Very truly, I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God without being born from above.’ 4Nicodemus said to him, ‘How can anyone be born after having grown old? Can one enter a second time into the mother’s womb and be born?’ 5Jesus answered, ‘Very truly, I tell you, no one can enter the kingdom of God without being born of water and Spirit. 6What is born of the flesh is flesh, and what is born of the Spirit is spirit. 7Do not be astonished that I said to you, “You must be born from above.” 8The wind blows where it chooses, and you hear the sound of it, but you do not know where it comes from or where it goes. So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit.’ 9Nicodemus said to him, ‘How can these things be?’ 10Jesus answered him, ‘Are you a teacher of Israel, and yet you do not understand these things?
11 ‘Very truly, I tell you, we speak of what we know and testify to what we have seen; yet you do not receive our testimony. 12If I have told you about earthly things and you do not believe, how can you believe if I tell you about heavenly things? 13No one has ascended into heaven except the one who descended from heaven, the Son of Man. 14And just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, 15that whoever believes in him may have eternal life.
16 ‘For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not perish but may have eternal life.
17 ‘Indeed, God did not send the Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him. 18Those who believe in him are not condemned; but those who do not believe are condemned already, because they have not believed in the name of the only Son of God. 19And this is the judgement, that the light has come into the world, and people loved darkness rather than light because their deeds were evil. 20For all who do evil hate the light and do not come to the light, so that their deeds may not be exposed. 21But those who do what is true come to the light, so that it may be clearly seen that their deeds have been done in God.’ 
 
Snakes and Salvation
John 3:16, you may know it, it's famous or infamous…depending on your experience. The makers of billboards and bumper stickers seem to love it. Perhaps you have seen it on a poster at a parade or at a football stadium with a guy in a rainbow clown wig waving it in your face as you march past just trying to remember what notes to play on your saxophone…to be specific. While folks may be well intended, their zeal for the verse doesn’t often feel very loving. So for this moment, I want to ask you to pause on what you bring to this verse and we are going to pull back layers of history and try to draw in as close as we can to the original words and the original audience. 

The Gospel of John leans into the wisdom tradition and speaks in mystical tones. Perhaps you love how it is rich with metaphor, light playing against the image of darkness, from the very start Jesus is here to testify to the light, “The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it” (John 1:5). But even so John 3 says, “that the light has come into the world, and people loved darkness rather than light because their deeds were evil.” Light is this place of understanding and connection with God’s presence and love, light is a way to understand what folks believe and this is not belief in what they think or know but what they practice and live. John’s mystical Gospel is a work that draws us into the light. 

Our story in John begins after Jesus has cleared the temple of the folks who would cheat the vulnerable and the visitors, in other gospels this happens in the passover before just before Jesus’ crucifixion, but the Gospel of John does its own thing…always. A man named Nicodemus comes to see Jesus. He is a Pharisee and a leader in the community, he might have witnessed what happened in the daylight and had questions. Just a friendly reminder that Pharisee’s are often in conflict with the early followers of Jesus and they get a bad rap, but they are not all bad. Pharisee’s have more in common with Jesus than not, they are both reform movements…you might think of them as factions within the same political party. Nicodemus is a good religious professional and community leader, we would probably like him, he probably graduated from the best schools in Jerusalem and he is kind enough to extend the term Rabbi to Jesus even if he has more credentials that Jesus ever will. The only trouble is he comes at night and in a Gospel where light and darkness matter, this comes up again. Nicodemus will appear twice more in the Gospel and he will always be “The One who came at night” (you should say that with a hint of snark). Folks think he is afraid, has too much power to loose if he comes during the day. It doesn’t matter if it's just how his schedule worked out or that folks often studied faith in the evening, he is always Nicodemus who came at night. Even in other writings, from Revelations to John Calvin he becomes synonymous with half-hearted faith. Nicodemus the one who came at night will haunt him for eternity, it’s like you fart once at a party in Junior High and folks call you toots…for what seems like an eternity. 

Nicodemus comes at night and Jesus stuns him with the notion of new birth, ‘Very truly, I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God without being born from above.’ Born from above or born anew in order to see the Kingdom or presence of God, is startling to Nicodemus. In fact his response is eye-roll eliciting, ‘How can anyone be born after having grown old? Can one enter a second time into the mother’s womb and be born?.” But Jesus sticks with him and doesn’t even say this is obviously a metaphor. At his baptism, John promises that Jesus will offer a baptism of spirit. This spirited water, or water with spirit draws folks into a new life, so new the best metaphor is being born anew. It means every thing is different and one can participate in life, abundant and eternal. Nicodemus is stumped, perhaps it is because a new birth means you let go of everything that came with your birth, your privilege and your birthright, your access and your limits. I think Paul will say it in this way, “There is no longer Slave or Free, Jew or Greek, Male or Female.” And, just like Paul, the folks reading John’s Gospel are invited to come and be a part of life in a new way.

Nicodemus struggles and Jesus responds, “Are you a teacher of Israel, and yet you do not understand these things?” but Jesus does not send him away in annoyance he stays with him, he offers him two anchors into his tradition. He knows Nicodemus knows his stuff and so the first is language that echos the Lady Wisdom of Proverbs. If I have told you about earthly things and you do not believe, how can you believe if I tell you about heavenly things? (v12).” Again, belief in the tradition Jesus and Nicodemus share is about action, it is about being and it is not just about thinking…only empires are into creeds and Christianity doesn’t have one yet. Lady Wisdom or Woman Wisdom invites folks to practice a life of understanding and makes life one of possibilities. 

The second anchor Jesus offers is into the story of Moses. You can find it in Numbers 21. The people are complaining or murmuring in the wilderness and God must be getting tired of it. She made them food and they are almost to the promised land but they have to whine about the manna…again. And so poisonous snakes start biting them, these fire snakes…perhaps sent by God to prove a point are killing people, the people want to apologize and Moses intercedes for them. “So Moses prayed for the people. And the Lord said to Moses, ‘Make a seraph figure, and set it on a Standard; and everyone who is bitten shall look at it and live.” (v7-8) A seraph appears again in Isaiah, a winged snake, which sounds terrifying but is affiliated with the Divine and this image of a snake wrapped around a staff may be familiar to you, you see it as a symbol Medical professionals. It is a symbol of healing. “So Moses made a serpent of bronze, and put it upon a pole; and whenever a serpent bit someone, that person would look at the serpent of bronze and live” (v9). Jesus says to Nicodemus that his is to be lifted up like this serpent in the wilderness, his presence points towards healing. 

We often think of Salvation as linked to eternal life like it is all about something after this life, which is primarily because of powerful people misdirecting us. It's to the benefit of wealthy rulers like Charlemagne and Constantine, that Christians care more about heaven than earth as it is in heaven. Powerful kings have silenced voices and elevated theology that make their violence and their greed…Christian. Jesus names for Nicodemus and us that his work is about connecting people with life eternal and abundant, it is not about immortality it is about participating in it, now and always, it is unbounded by time and it is a work of healing. Salvation is not about getting out of hell, but getting out of the hell we make for ourselves and others and you might notice that Jesus does not once ask Nicodemus to pray the sinners prayer or read a pamphlet with five versus to be at one with God. 

Salvation is about healing. It is rooted in the same word as SALVE. Maybe you know salve because your Grandma made it and it was the only time she bought whiskey…she claimed. Salve is an ointment for healing, it is care taking of the wound. For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not perish but may have eternal life is about healing, healing for the whole world and not later, but now. Healing what bites and poisons, healing the wounds and the violence we make with each other. Healing is hard work, it does not fit on a pamphlet and is not confined to one prayer and one moment. 


Questions for reflection:

What is your experience with the language of salvation and eternal life? 

Where do you see yourself in Nicodemus?

What is your work in the work of healing? How does that look for you?

Wednesday, March 4, 2020

Into the Unknown

 
Rev. Debra McKnight's Sermon - March 1, 2020


Matthew 4:1-11
1 Then Jesus was led up by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil. 2 He fasted forty days and forty nights, and afterwards he was famished. 3 The tempter came and said to him, "If you are the Son of God, command these stones to become loaves of bread." 4 But he answered, "It is written, 'One does not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of God.'" 5 Then the devil took him to the holy city and placed him on the pinnacle of the temple, 6 saying to him, "If you are the Son of God, throw yourself down; for it is written, 'He will command his angels concerning you,' and 'On their hands they will bear you up, so that you will not dash your foot against a stone.'" 7 Jesus said to him, "Again it is written, 'Do not put the Lord your God to the test.'" 8 Again, the devil took him to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their splendor; 9 and he said to him, "All these I will give you, if you will fall down and worship me." 10 Jesus said to him, "Away with you, Satan! for it is written, 'Worship the Lord your God, and serve only him.'" 11 Then the devil left him, and suddenly angels came and waited on him.


Into the Unknown
Jesus is in the wilderness and it’s not because he is lost or in trouble. Most folks don’t go into the wilderness, not on purpose, not in the ancient world and not in the modern world. Most of us would prefer the developers go ahead of us, smooth out the rough spaces, grade the hills so the trails are easier to hike. We like someone to map it out, organize it, manage the wild into an easy to navigate grid…wilderness is uncertain, rough, scary and probably has terrible Wi-Fi. There are no comforts in the wilderness...not a comfy couch or a convenient Starbucks for your morning coffee or your mocha frappe something or other. Brené Brown has sold a ton of books on Braving the Wilderness and Jesus didn’t have to read it to go into the wilderness. After his baptism, he is driven to the wilderness, he goes there with purpose, called by the spirit, the presence of Love, to explore who he is and how we are called to be in the world. Jesus goes to the wilderness like the folks before him. Wilderness is woven into the fabric of the Jewish story and Jesus learns from the ones who went before, Moses fasted 40 days on Sinai as he prepared to hear God’s commandments (Ex 24:18). The people of Israel wandered 40 years in the desert wilderness waiting for the promised land (Ex 16:35).  Noah and his floating zoo rode the wild wilderness waves for 40 days (Gen 7:4) and the prophet Elijah fasted in the desert before finding direction from God (1King 19:8). The wilderness is sacred in Jesus’ tradition; a place of listening to God, a place of understanding who and discerning your next step. The wilderness is uncharted and while for Jesus it might be an arid desert, for us it might be a metaphor to reflect on our journey, even if we don’t leave the grid. Perhaps that is why most of us prefer to stick to what we know, it can be easier to climb the ladders and follow the plan even if it isn’t our own.  Brené Brown speaks about the wilderness as unknown space, it is active and requires whole hearted showing up, risking the untamed and unpredictable. She quotes Joseph Campbell, “If you can see your path laid out in front of you it’s not your path. Your own path you make every step you take. That’s why it's your path.” True belonging and true self is found in the wilderness but it is risky to reap this reward. 

Jesus fasts in the wilderness and is famished just as the Devil shows up. Most of us are not fluent in the practice of fasting, except perhaps intermittent fasting and I don’t think that is what Jesus is doing. Because we don’t have a lot of practice with fasting, protestants sometimes imagine Jesus has consumed nothing…and then some folks try that themselves. I’m not sure that is the best entry point and perhaps fasting means intention around our consumption. We know John the Baptist was in the Wilderness and he ate locusts and honey.  It’s possible that in the wilderness, Jesus is sustained by the uncertain provision of the wilderness…bugs and honey maybe? 

Jesus is hungry, and the Devil shows up to tempt him with food. Now, I don’t spend a lot of time talking about the Devil as a personification, but here it is convenient for the narrative. You can imagine the Devil however you want, a blue dress or a fabulously red cape and terrifying horns. Regardless of how you paint them in your mind’s eye, Devil makes three big offers to Jesus, each one bigger than the last. First, the Devil says disregard all the laws of nature, "If you are the Son of God, command these stones to become loaves of bread.” Jesus quotes scripture to say no. The Second temptation, the Devil says test your relationship with God, be a spectacle. "If you are the Son of God, throw yourself down; for it is written, 'He will command his angels concerning you,' and 'On their hands they will bear you up, so that you will not dash your foot against a stone.'" Again Jesus quotes scripture, the tradition in which he is rooted provides for him in his hour of need and he says, "Again it is written, 'Do not put the Lord your God to the test.' 

The third temptation is really more of a bribe. The Devil gives Jesus a bird’s eye view and offers him authority without earning it, power without sacrifice. Again, the devil took him to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their splendor; and he said to him, "All these I will give you, if you will fall down and worship me." The Devil offers Jesus political power and he says no. He does not look at this and say what a great opportunity, I could change all their laws myself and set everything right, I could do this so fast and he is not even tempted to use this power for good. Jesus not only rejects the temptations he rejects the tempter.

Jesus says, “no” and it's not really a challenge for him. He chooses God’s call on his life, the same spirit that drove him to the wilderness gives him courage to be who he is and stand his ground. The Devil's tempting cuts to the question of who are you, “If you are the Son of God…command these stones to become bread. If you are the Son of God, throw yourself down for it is written that He will command His angels concerning you.” We have just learned at his Baptism that he is the Son of God and the Temptation is to forget who you are. Jesus isn’t the first one to be called Son of God, the Kings that followed David grasped the title as Sons of God, the Caesars also assume the title, “Son of God” and even all of Israel is named Son of God by the Prophet Hosea, “When Israel was a child, I loved him and out of Egypt I called my son.” Jesus claims the the title and embodies it in a way none of them could. He claims the title of Beloved, the identity of a child of God at his baptism and rejects everything that stands in the way of his call. Jesus has no trouble rejecting temptations. He embodies them in his ministry, feeding people on hillsides rather than himself and not by magic of stones into bread but by transforming hearts to open their baskets and share like the boy who offered a few fish and a few loaves of bread. He will not use his relationship with God for power but debates people in authority, chooses a path that rejects the kingdoms and the power of kings. He chooses his own path, one without the comforts of the status quo, leadership for Jesus requires sacrifice, suffering and vulnerability.

Jesus rejects the temptations of power and wealth and ego pretty quickly and without much drama. The church that follows in his name and most of the people who call themselves Christian struggle to say no. The church loves political power and money to spend, it has a history of partnering with the Empire and supporting kings, past and present. We love power, we have egos, and we like stuff…bread included and it's not just because we like carbs. Maybe if the tempter showed up in a red cape, with terrifying horns and an evil smile we would have an easier time saying no, it would be obvious and the one time “just say no” really worked. Our temptations look much more every day and harmless, maybe it's the Target dollar bin, maybe it's staying in the wrong job for the pay, maybe it's using our gifts for our own purpose and not the common good, maybe it's unnecessary drama manipulating relationships, maybe it's screen time or Chil-Fil-A or Netflix or not really carrying our weight or taking on more than our share. It could be anything really. Temptations require our constant negotiation and understanding who we are. If we are not clear who we are we can not understand our call and we will have trouble saying No like Jesus did. This Lent we are invited into the wilderness, to know we are beloved children of God and to consider how that impacts the choices we make with our lives. Living close to God is not easy, faith does not mean we stay in safe space but it does mean that when we are in the wilderness we can have the courage to be who we are, beloved.  


When have you been in the Wilderness?

What are your temptations? 

What practices would help you grow into a more loving presence in the world?